I am a Singaporean Christian who completed MDiv degree at Boston Uni School of Theology, and Level 1 Clinical Pastoral Education at Massachusetts General Hospital in 2010. I was diagnosed with advanced renal cancer in the same year. I am now worshiping at Providence Presbyterian Church (长老会恩泽堂) in Singapore. I seek to relate theology to the contemporary world, and to be transformed in the process. You may either call me Swee-Leong (official name) or Arthur (nickname) or 瑞龙 (native name).
Tuesday, October 05, 2010
Diagnosed with kidney cancer
I used to be in parish ministry teaching adult Sunday school, preaching in the pulpit or facilitating Bible study in the last fifteen months before I returned back to Singapore. I used to be a chaplain intern providing pastoral care for my patients for about ten weeks during my CPE. Suddenly, the rug was pulled out from under my feet. I am struggling to stand up again, trying to discover my new identity and my new role. I have become the receiving end of pastoral care while still being sensitive to the needs of others. If I can still call my reaching out to others a ministry, it will be a mutual ministry to each other. Just three weeks ago after I came back from Boston, I was waiting for my bus at Jurong Point bus interchange, I witnessed an Indian lady rebuking two foreign workers who blocked her way in the queue. She scolded them saying "Hello! How can others go in when you are blocking the way?" The two workers moved obediently to join the gap in the queue, and the lady continued "Use your common sense lah! Other people also want to queue up, right?" I stood there laughing to myself as I was put in touch with the familiar Singlish and Singaporeans' mannerism once again, and I knew distinctly that this is my home. If God has intervened in my theological education in such a way and is calling me back to ministry in Singapore indirectly, this is the group of people whom God would be calling me to minister to. Yes, ministering to my fellow Singaporeans. As to how and in what way, I do not yet know at this moment, but in the process of crafting this message, I could see how I am trying to minister in a different way. How?
When I heard our Prime Minister's National Day Rally Speech on 29 Aug 2010, his speech consists of measures to boost the economy and productivity, to control property prices, to streamline the education system further; justifies the needs for foreign talents and foreign workers, ways to control influx of foreign workers. In his showcase of Singaporeans' productivity, SembCorp and Keppel are highlighted as the two companies who provided solutions to the BP's oil spill in the Mexican Gulf. This is a phenomenal achievement coming from a small island-state like S'pore, and I do feel proud to be a Singaporean. The rally speech also celebrates the success of hosting the first Youth Olympic Game in spite of spending three times the budget. The decrease of birthrate was briefly mentioned. In short, this is a message celebrating S'pore achievements and inspiring hopes for the future of S'pore. The speech has been carefully crafted, and similarly, in the parish context, I do often hear messages and read carefully crafted newsletters and bulletins celebrating a ministry's success or someone's achievements, and inspiration to continue trusting in God and to point out evidences of God's blessing in the church. This mentality is similarly replicated in individual's setting (This seems to emulate Confucius' model of cascading virtues from the rulers down to the commoners). I have heard a lot of praises and thanksgiving to God because one has been promoted, or one's child has entered an elite stream or school, or one has been blessed materially, etc. (I am not saying one ought not to give thanks. It is only right to give thanks to God). One's failing or the ministry's lack of breakthrough is quickly glossed over or totally avoided in conversation, in newsletter or in the pulpit. Being brought up in such culture, I found it hard for me as a chaplain to empathize with my patients initially and I was quick to move beyond my patient's lack of strength and to lacquer layers of superficial assurance such as "Don't worry, you will make it." Some patients may appreciate it, but some will not. When my supervisor at my chaplain internship site observed me one day, she pointed this out to me, and we discussed my behaviour together. I realized how my upbringing conditioned me to actually avoid talking about pain, suffering, failures, and vulnerabilities.
When I reflected biblically, I could easily recall Jesus' prayer in Gethsemane; Jesus' cry on the cross "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me"; Peter's own denial of Jesus; the disciples' failure when Jesus was arrested; Paul's confession of taking part in the killing of Stephen and persecution of other Christians; the disciple John's bad temper; Abraham's cowardice when being confronted by Pharaoh and later by King Abimelech over Sarah; Moses' failure to enter the promised land; Joshua's incompetency in preparing the next generation of leaders; David's adultery, etc. The pain, suffering, weaknesses, and vulnerabilities of biblical figures are endless, and a strong reason why the biblical authors did not omit these out is to show us how God encounters authentic people and works with our pain, suffering, weaknesses, and vulnerabilities. In other words, fellowship will be more authentic if we dare to speak of our own foolishness, and to confess our own ignorance. On a deeper level, within a safe and guarded space, if our pain and our vulnerabilities could be shared and contained, one's journey with a fellow sojourner-in-Christ would be even more authentic. However such sharing has to be done within a mature context to ensure one's vulnerabilities will not be abused by others and for further ministry to take place. Our journey in-Christ calls us not only to celebrate our lives together, but to also honour the authenticity of each individual as being made in God's image and to walk together as God's called community on earth.
I could have stopped at the first paragraph asking for prayer support, but I continued on to reveal my own vulnerability in the hope of showing that Christ's body does consist of broken members who gather not only to celebrate our lives together but also to minister to each other through our own brokenness.
May the LORD our God, whose body was broken for us and whose blood was spilled for us, be with you.
The decision to disclose my critical illness
1) My verbalization of my inner journey will lend a voice to others in the same predicament;
2) To update my friends about my current medical condition;
3) As an outlet to air my fear, frustration, joy, thankfulness, feelings and thoughts in the span of the limited time I have.
Having said all these, to be able to write on my blog again require courage and energy which I am slowly picking up.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Am I constructing an idol?
This brings to my mind the Westminster Shorter Catechism,
Q4: What is God?
A. God is a Spirit, infinite, eternal and unchangeable, in his being, wisdom, power, holiness, justice, goodness, and truth.
There are traditionally two ways to describe God. The first is perhaps univocal way. By comparing what we know about a person and compare that similarity with God. That is to say, this person is wise, but God is infinitely wiser. This person is good. God is the absolute goodness.
The second way is the equivocal way, i.e. to disavow the similarity. That is to say there is nothing we know on earth that is comparable to God, which means we can only say what God is not. For e.g. God is not a liar. God is not this. Thomas Aquinas adopts this line of thought and goes further saying that our language about God is analogical. Since God is not this, we can say that God is like something. For e.g. God is strong like a rock, but God is not a rock. God oversees us like a shepherd taking care of his flock, but God is not that shepherd.
(There is a third way, which is not so well-known, called mysticism. This approach believes that since God is beyond our ability to describe, we can only experience God. Some called this the apophatic tradition. This approach has generally been shunned by the mainstream tradition, but I believe this approach should be carefully guided and not discounted in one's tradition.)
Here comes the idol part. When we relate to God, do I mistake God to be whom I project Him to be? Is God an infinite projection of what I think goodness is? Is God an infinite projection of what I think love is? Am I making an idol? Yes and No. First, I recognize that the concept of infinite is really beyond human's capacity to phantom and understand. When I say infinite, I am acknowledging my finiteness and ability to articulate what is beyond me. This is a qualifier. Yet, if I try to imagine God within my perception of goodness, then I seriously think I am making an idol. Similarly, if I imagine God is like a father, God is not "the father". God could be a mother, a friend, is a Spirit, and all these are unlike how I relate to a human being. When I say God is like "...", I must not mistake God to be that "...", and confine God in that role or else I am also making an idol.
To be even more strict about constructing of idol, I may not be entitled to say "God exists". Why? The word "exist" is to presuppose a being or something that is present in time-space dimension. Can I say God is a being? If you adhere to the univocal approach, you will probably say yes. But if you prefer the equivocal approach, you might probably say no. Next is the question of existence. If the God whom I believe in transcends time-space dimension, how can I say "God exists"? Is God even a Being the way I understand what is a being? The sentence "God exists" is very problematic because the God whom we come to know through God's revelation is beyond our vocabulary and categories. To say "God exists" is confining "God" into categories.
Going back to the Westminster Catechism answer, I can see the response is trying to point me to what God is, i.e. "a Spirit, infinite, eternal and unchangeable, in his being, wisdom, power, holiness, justice, goodness, and truth." I understand the Westminster confession and catechism were compiled in the 17th century, a time when the theology was becoming more rationalistic and orthodoxy was the rule of the day. But anytime I allow the Westminster's response to be my static description of God, I have just constructed an idol. The concept of eternal is beyond me because I live in a temporal time-space dimension. Unchangeable is more like a Greek concept of the First Principle, and less like a flesh-incarnated-God. So, this description does have limitation. "wisdom, power, holiness, justice, goodness, and truth" are attributes affirming the characteristics of God, which serves to elicit trust and faith in this God, but are by no means constraining God into each category. I realize that sometimes, when I attempt to put up a defense for God, I may actually be putting up a defense for an idol. For e.g. if God is wise and good, why does He allow the disaster to happen? I may have to say "I don't know". But one thing is know is that I can do something for the afflicted in the world. I can act. God speaks through my action. My action affirms what I believe about God.
In prophet Elijah's encounter with Yahweh in 1 Ki 19:11-13, he expects Yahweh to appear in the fire, or thunder or lightning, or earthquake, i.e. the usual expectation of encounter with God (theophany) through powerful encounter of forces of nature. But God finally encounters Elijah in moments of silence. For me, that is an idol-shattering experience. An idol need not be the golden calf that the Israelites built below Mt. Sinai (Ex. 32). That idol-shattering experience changed Elijah.
As I put down Armstrong's The Case for God, I started to reflect upon the idol(s) I may have constructed. Though I hold a conviction of what God is, my conviction must not be an obstacle for how God continues to act in the history of humankind, and how God speaks to each and everyone of us. I vividly recalled that towards the end of his life, Thomas Aquinas had a vision of God, and it was so overwhelming that he refused to write anymore. He said "I can do no more. Such secrets have been revealed to me that all I have written now appears to be of little value" (http://www.newadvent.org/cathen/14663b.htm). The greatest medieval theologian in the Latin West had such a transformative experience that he couldn't write anymore about God, and that humbles me when I attempt to articulate about God for fear that I may be constructing an idol.
Sunday, April 25, 2010
What does it mean to be a great person?
As I come closer to the end of my MDiv journey at Boston University School of Theology, many thoughts come to my mind. One of them is the question of what it means to be a great person.
I embarked on my theological journey with the intense desire of seeking the betterment of humanity, to embody God's presence in the world. Indeed, as I studied in the last few semesters, I have read works by St. Augustine of Hippo, Anselm of Canterbury, Thomas Aquinas, Martin Luther and John Calvin the reformers, John Wesley, Karl Marx, Karl Barth, Emile Durkheim, MLK, Peter Berger, Catherine Keller, John Cobb, John Berthrong, etc. These past and present authors have been my teachers, and there were points in time when I was inspired to be like them. But when I entered parish ministry, I was confronted by limitations and continual needs to feed people spiritually. And gradually, whatever dreams I held were dimly erased as my conversation partners dwindled. I began to ask myself the same question again, "what does it mean to be a great person?"
In the past, I had thought that to be a great person, you have to be someone high in the hierarchy, you have to have a larger sphere of influence. In the parish ministry, a great person would be someone like Rick Warren (author of Purpose driven life and church), or Kong Hee (pastor of one of the largest churches in SG) or Rev. Stephen Tong (most well-known Reformed evangelist in Southeast Asia). But I was wrong too! The more I read, the more I served in parish setting, and the more I reflected, the more I believed that to be a great person is simply to be ME.
This new insight is significant as I finally understand that there is only one Bill Gates, one Lee Kuan Yew, one John Calvin, one Karl Barth, and one Swee-Leong. There is only one person who could be husband of my wife, the son of my parents, the brother of my sisters, the uncle of my niece and nephew, the grandson of my grandmother, the teacher of my students, the student-intern of my church, the chaplain-intern of the department, friend of my beloved friends, etc. Only I can play that role that no one else can. Why should I measure myself against the benchmarks of others?
If I am fully present as a human being for the others, am I not embodying God's presence in the world? If I continue to embody symbol of hope for others, am I not fostering good will in the history of humanity? If I can answer an emphatic YES to both questions, I am already right on the path of being a great person. To be a great person is simply to be ME and not any others, and to be conscious that I am living in the history of humankind with God as the author of this history. I may not be remembered on the page of history in the same way like Mother Teresa or Karl Rahner is being remembered, and I may not even be remembered by my ex-students, my congregation members, and friends one day, but what matters most is that I am being remembered by God. To know God, and to be known by God, and to be a human being in relating to others in whatever role I am called to be is to be a great person.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
活出福音
15:4 而且埋葬了.又照聖經所說、第三天復活了.
15:5 並且顯給磯法看.然後顯給十二使徒看.
15:6 後來一時顯給五百多弟兄看、其中一大半到如今還在、卻也有已經睡了的.
15:7 以後顯給雅各看.再顯給眾使徒看.
15:8 末了也顯給我看.我如同未到產期而生的人一般。
15:9 我原是使徒中最小的、不配稱為使徒、因為我從前逼迫 神的教會。
15:10 然而我今日成了何等人、是蒙 神的恩才成的.並且他所賜我的恩、不是徒然的.我比眾使徒格外勞苦.這原不是我、乃是 神的恩與我同在。
15:11 不拘是我是眾使徒、我們如此傳、你們也如此信了。
引言
Move 1: 背景
關于哥林多城
(參 http://zh.wikipedia.org/zh/%E5%93%A5%E6%9E%97%E5%A4%9A%E5%89%8D%E6%9B%B8)
4:14 我寫這話、不是叫你們羞愧、乃是警戒你們、好像我所親愛的兒女一樣。
4:15 你們學基督的、師傅雖有一萬、為父的卻是不多、因我在基督耶穌裏用福音生了你們。
4:16 所以我求你們效法我。
Move 2 :說明
(大波士頓臺灣長老會的第六次證道。四月11日2010年。)
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Jesus' tears and the Haiti earthquake
On January 12, 2010, a 7.0 magnitude quake hit Haiti, just 10 miles west of Porte-au-Prince. There were 3 million people in need of emergency aid after major earthquake. The major quake sent 33 aftershocks ranging in magnitude from 4.2 to 5.9. As Haiti has poor construction work, a lot of buildings collapsed and increased the death toll further. 200,000 people are estimated dead, and 3 million more are affected. Haiti is one of poorest countries in the Western Hemisphere, with 80% of the 9 million residents living in poverty. You can imagine the nightmares and horrors that the Haitians have to live through. Jim Wallis, an evangelical Christian writer and political activist, said that,
2) Text "HAITI" to "90999" and a donation of $10 will be given automatically to the Red Cross to help with relief efforts, charged to your cell phone bill;
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Imperfect people, imperfect church
Prologue
While I was in a conversation with my old friend in Singapore, and we have known each other for twenty years, he asked me what I am studying at Boston. When I told him divinity, he said that this subject must be very sacred, and only meant for those holy people, and the church is also meant for holy people. I immediately corrected him that the church is not for holy people, but for people with problems. Indeed, the more I thought about it, the more I believe that the church is only meant for people with problems. I had once asked people coming to church for reasons why they are coming. The responses I gathered are scattered, some said that they came here to find life partner. Some said that they came here because there is free lunch. Some came here because they want to worship God. There are plenty of reasons. Saint Augustine of Hippo once said that church is the hospital for sinners and this is in accord with Matthew 9:12-13 where Jesus replied to the Pharisees saying “Those who are well have no need of a physician, but those who are sick…I have come to call not the righteous but the sinner.” Let us turn to passages in the Scripture where this theme is more evident.
Jesus Chooses the Twelve Apostles
Lk 6:12 Now during those days he went out to the mountain to pray; and he spent the night in prayer to God. 13 And when day came, he called his disciples and chose twelve of them, whom he also named apostles: 14 Simon, whom he named Peter, and his brother Andrew, and James, and John, and Philip, and Bartholomew, 15 and Matthew, and Thomas, and James son of Alphaeus, and Simon, who was called the Zealot, 16 and Judas son of James, and Judas Iscariot, who became a traitor.
Now, Jesus has to choose from among his followers who responded to his teachings, twelve who will be sent out for his missions. He has to choose carefully, and he spends a whole night in prayer. But why does Jesus need to spend the whole night in prayer? What would he be praying for?
Let’s take a look at each apostle. Peter was the first one in the group and to acknowledge Jesus as the Messiah, but would also disown Jesus three times during Jesus’ trial. Peter’s brother Andrew was a fisherman and he accepted John the Baptist’s testimony about Jesus. He was the one who told Peter about Jesus. May we be like Andrew. James and his brother John asked Jesus for places of honor in his kingdom, and wanted to call fire down to destroy a Samaritan village. That is why James and John were called Sons of Thunder. Philip questioned Jesus how he would feed the five thousand. Bartholomew also known as Nathanael initially rejected Jesus because Jesus was from Nazareth. Matthew also known as the tax collector was despised among the Jews and was considered a sinner. Thomas refused to believe in Jesus resurrection till he could touch and see Jesus. James son of Alpaeus is relatively unknown. Simon the Zealot was a party member who used violence to justify their political means. Judas son of James once asked Jesus why he would reveal himself to his followers and not to the world. Judas Iscariot eventually betrayed Jesus for thirty pieces of silver.
Now as you look at the twelve apostles, would you like anyone of them to be your closest friend, or your leader? I don’t think so, yet, Jesus chose these twelve, and almost all have flaws in their character that we would not consider them appropriate for leadership role. So why did Jesus choose these twelve people? My most immediate response is that these twelve apostles represent us. Our flaws can be found among the twelve. In times of intense pressure, we may forfeit biblical principles for immediate benefits just like Peter did. In times of frustration, we may wish the death of our antagonist just like James and John did. In times of surmounting doubts, we may ask God to manifest Godself before us so that we could believe, just like Thomas did. When confronted with almost impossible task, we may question God how it could be done, just like Philip did. I could easily identify myself with the flaws of the twelve apostles. I think that would be why Jesus spent such a long time praying on a mountain. Jesus knows the flaws of his chosen apostles, yet he trusts that these flaws do not spell the end of his mission. He entrusted his life mission to these twelve after he died and resurrected. He has chosen to love these twelve, made himself vulnerable, and despite their weaknesses, he continued to love them till the end of his life. However, this is not an easy task. I do not know the amount of pain, frustrations, and fear that Jesus might go through before choosing the twelve, but I know that Jesus spent a long time in prayer with God before he emerged with a firm trust in God’s will. I also know that this is the way God works with us. God calls us into relationship with Him, God redeems us from our bondage to sins, God works with imperfect people like us, and God made Godself vulnerable by choosing fallible people like us. Church is made up of people called by God, and also people with plenty of flaws. Church is a hospital for sinners not for saints. This is true even for the early churches during the time of the apostles. We will take a look at an infamous church, the Corinthian church. Corinth was a capital of Achaia (present-day Greece), a busy sea port, and converging point for trade routes. It was a prosperous city that was also home to more than a dozen pagan temples. Apostle Paul had built a church in Corinth and the Corinthian letters gave us good insight to the problems in the church.
Divisions in the Church
1Co. 1:10 Now I appeal to you, brothers and sisters, by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ, that all of you be in agreement and that there be no divisions among you, but that you be united in the same mind and the same purpose. 11 For it has been reported to me by Chloe’s people that there are quarrels among you, my brothers and sisters. 12 What I mean is that each of you says, “I belong to Paul,” or “I belong to Apollos,” or “I belong to Cephas,” or “I belong to Christ.” 13 Has Christ been divided? Was Paul crucified for you? Or were you baptized in the name of Paul?
Paul addresses the Corinth Christians as being called to be sanctified in Christ Jesus. After affirming his relationship with the Corinth Christians, he immediately jumps into the issue of divisions among them. Though they have been baptized in Christ, they are split over the authority of Paul, Apollos- an Alexandrian Jew (Acts 18:24), and Cephas- i.e. Peter. In their culture,
the pupils or ‘disciples’ of a secular teacher had to give exclusive loyalty to him. Traditionally they would engage in quarrels with rival pupils over the merits of their mentors who were also by tradition jealous of each other. Corinthians who were converted and baptized through the ministry of Paul, Apollos and Peter also perceived themselves in this secular way as their exclusive followers and likewise engaged in quarrels over the merits of Christian teachers. (D.A. Carson and Donald Guthrie, New Bible Commentary: 21st Century Edition, electronic ed. of the 4th ed., 1 Co 1:10)
Paul declares such loyalty as idolatrous. The rhetorical questions Paul asked are meant to be an emphatic “NO!” Paul is appealing the Corinthians to follow the Messiah and not his servants. Idolizing teachers or ‘charismatic’ speakers who seek the loyalty of ‘their’ members has always been divisive and disastrous for the Christian community. This appeal is based on the Christ Jesus whom they invoked for salvation (1:2). This appeal applies to all of us today.
Though apostles Paul, Peter and Apollos are not with us today, and we do not encounter the split over which of them is more authoritative, but we do have contemporary issues such as which translated version of the Bible is the purest, whether women can be ordained as minister, which worship language should be used, etc. which are causing churches to quarrel and split. The question I want to ask all of us to think about is this “Do we possess the truth?” I ask again “Do we possess the truth?” I am going to answer with an emphatic “NO!” I say that again “NO, we do not possess the truth.” It is TRUTH that possesses us. Let me repeat “It is TRUTH that possesses us, not us who possess the truth.” Do you see the difference here? To claim that we possess the truth is a form of idolatry. God is the embodiment of truth and cannot be possessed. God lays claim on us, God possesses us, and we are in the process of knowing more about God within the community, through God’s Word, and by cooperating with the Holy Spirit. We are finite creatures in the process of trying to comprehend the infinite mystery that has been partially revealed to us, thus our doctrines are fallible, or in the process of being reformed. When you substitute your doctrine in place of God and claim infallibility, that is idolatry.
Despite the fact that we are imperfect people and our knowledge about God is fallible, we know for sure that we are redeemed through the same blood of Christ Jesus, we are reconciled back to the same God through Christ Jesus, and we are filled with the same Holy Spirit, and we have experienced the saving grace of our Lord Jesus Christ. These would be sufficient ground to embark our journey as pilgrims together. God is with us, and God has been revealed in stages. Since the day of the Pentecost, God’s Spirit has been poured out upon us.
The Coming of the Holy Spirit
Ac 2:1 When the day of Pentecost had come, they were all together in one place. 2 And suddenly from heaven there came a sound like the rush of a violent wind, and it filled the entire house where they were sitting. 3 Divided tongues, as of fire, appeared among them, and a tongue rested on each of them. 4 All of them were filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak in other languages, as the Spirit gave them ability.
The outpouring of God’s Spirit among God’s people is a continuation of the story that God has for us. The Spirit that enabled the early believers to speak in the tongues of other non-believers who came to Jerusalem for Passover is within us. Apart Jesus Christ who has reconciled us, the working of the Holy Spirit warms our heart to respond to God’s calling, the same Spirit enables us to recognize the voices of God in the Scripture, and the image of God in each other. The same Spirit is also at work among us to help us transcend our differences, and molds us for different functions in the church so that we could build the one body of Christ together.
Precisely because we are fallible and imperfect, we continue to exercise trust in God’s faithfulness, we continue to trust that God is with us, God is working among us through God’s Spirit. Look at Peter, though he denied Jesus three times, he repented, became one of the church’s pillars and eventually martyred for the sake of the gospel. James, son of Zebedee, asked to drink the cup that Jesus drank and became a martyr for Christ. John, also son of Zebedee, became of a church leader, took care of Jesus’ mother after Jesus’ death and wrote the Gospel of John and few other books in the Christian Scripture. Andrew went on to become a fisher of people for Christ. Philip eventually saw the Father through Christ. The doubting Thomas was reputed to carry the gospel to India, and founded the tradition of Mar Thomas Church which remains in India today. Paul the apostle who wrote the most number of books in the Christian Scripture called himself the worst of sinners in his epistle to Timothy (1 Tim 1:15-16).
Precisely because we are fallible and imperfect, we trust that God will work within us and through us when we continue to be open to God’s calling and leading. When we continue to be faithful to God’s calling, we will be able to testify as one body of Christ. In 1933, when Germany created their national church, they asked all German Christians to recognize the limit of the spiritual domain and to fully cooperate with their chancellor, i.e. Adolf Hitler. A group of German Christians retaliated. This group established the Constitutional Evangelical Church of Germany and insisted that “their unity could only come from the Word of God in faith through the Holy Spirit.” (Jack Rogers, Presbyterian Creeds: A Guide to the Book of Confessions, Louisville. KY: Westminster John Knox Press: 1985, 1991. p. 188). They drafted the Barmen Declaration in 1934 that denounces illegitimate tyranny and proclaims the lordship of Jesus Christ. They recognize only reliance on the lordship of Jesus Christ that gives them strength to be faithful to the Word of God. Fallible people? Yes. Imperfect church? Yes. But together as one community of people called by God, and through God’s Spirit and Word, we can choose to be faithful in our calling, and stand together as one body of Christ.
Final exhortation
Precisely because we are fallible and imperfect, we continue to hold on to God’s promise. We share our joys and tears, gifts and fellowship together, believing this is how we ought to share lives together. Whether we are elders, deacons, preachers, Bible study leaders, choir members, ushers, people in-charge of preparing fellowship lunch, or worshipers not holding any responsibilities on Sunday, we are all called into one body of Christ. Let us pursue our calling together. It is by sharing our lives together that we can continue to testify the work of God among us; that we can continue to find the moral strength to stand against any form of idolatry; that we can continue to be a voice for God in the world torn by strife, violence, and injustice; that we can continue to bear faithful testimony in family and in our working place. May we worship God in truth and in spirit, may the Word of God be faithfully preached and heard, and may the Holy Communion continue to remind us of God’s grace and faithfulness. Amen.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
圣誕節的源由
許多人在歡慶圣誕節的期間會知道圣誕節源于基督教。但是,圣經并沒記載圣誕節是在何時,只記載耶穌誕生在馬槽里,并有牧羊人看顧羊群。 "In that region there were shepherds living in the fields, keeping watch over their flock by night." (Lk 2:8 NRSV); "在伯利恒的郊外,有一群牧人在夜間看守羊群。" (路2:8, 新譯本) 既然有牧羊人在看顧羊群, 曾么會是在中東的冬天呢?所以,我們需要追索歷史,了解圣誕節到原由。
(一)第三世纪末的教會所紀念的節期
最早的教會文件記錄,在第三世纪末,初期教會已在守以下的節期:
1.1)复活節 (Pascha)
1.2)聖灵降临節 (Pentecost)
1.3)主顯節 (Epiphany)
2.1)于公元后354年的一份羅馬文件顯示當時在羅馬的教會于公元后336年已定12月25日為耶穌的誕生日。
2.2)為什么是12月25日?有可能是基督徒嘗試取代非信徒在同一天歡慶"不被击败的太陽" (Unconquered Sun) 節日,就是白天在冬至后開始延長。
2.3)圣誕節逐渐地取代主顯節的地位。
(三)40天預備主顯節(Advent)
3.1)西班牙的一個会议会于公元后380年定:12月17日至1月6日(21天)沒有人可在教會中缺席。
3.2)高盧 Gaul (位于今天的法國與比利時) 的教會在五世紀實行40日預備主顯節。
3.3)羅馬教會最后定28日預備圣誕節。初期教會有四個比較有影響力的中心:羅馬 (Rome),君士坦丁堡(今天的伊斯坦布爾)(Constantinople, i.e. Istanbul),安提阿 (Antioch),亞歷山太城(Alexandria)。亞歷山太城地位于埃及,在七世紀歸于回教版圖。安提阿隨后也在七世紀成為回教的帝國。羅馬與君士坦丁堡正式在公元后1054年斷絕關系。君士坦丁堡的東正教的勢力逐渐地轉向基輔(烏克蘭共和國首都)(Kiev, capital of Ukraine), 而后來的改革宗運動發自西歐羅馬天主教的地區。所以源于西歐的新教也普遍稱為基督教 (Protestant churches) 大多數后來都紀念圣誕節(12月25日)。但是要記得的是圣誕節是40天預備主顯節的其中一天。
(四)主顯節節期的意義
4.1)透過教會節期紀念耶穌的誕生與受洗(Epiphany),受死與復活(Pascha),圣靈降臨 (Pentecost),是要提醒恩典是上帝主動給予我們,我們只能領受恩典并回應。主顯節節期(40 days of Advent), 四旬節 (40 days of Lenten), 五旬節 (50 days extending Easter celebration through the Day of Pentecost),都是我們透過上帝所創造的時間,空間,及上帝所給于我們豐盛恩典來回應上帝的方式。上帝是主動者,我們是被動的主動來回應上帝。
4.2)節期所顯示來之于上帝的恩典是要宣稱基督還會再來,并印證圣靈在教會中的運行。教會的不同節期是種宣告(proclamation)及感恩(thanksgiving)。
4.3)主顯節節期 (Advent) 同時是感恩基督這份禮物也提醒我們要盼望他的再來。我們現在活在過去所發生的事件與將來所會完成的之間,就是 already but not yet 的概念。過去所發生的事件復合了我們與上帝的關系,同時圣靈在我們當中運行,上帝也與我們一同并行,至到基督的再來。
參考資料:James F. White, Introduction to Christian Worship, 3rd ed. (Nashville, TN: Abingdon Press, 2000)
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Good Preaching according to William C. Placher
Good preaching involves helping a particular congregation think of how the biblical stories illumine the patterns of the world. So the prophet Nathan (a good preacher indeed) told King David nothing he did not already know about his betrayal of Uriah, but by putting David's life into the context of a story he enabled David to recognize the reality of his sin. Struggling at once with the text and with the world in which the congregation lives, the preacher attempts to show that that world fits into the biblical patterns and to deal with puzzling elements of both text and world. But for some listeners (on dark days, even for some preachers) the pattern does not fit. This is why we pray for "illumination" before the reading of Scripture: in the realization that only the inner testimony of the Spirit can enable us to see things in the pattern God intends.
Martin Luther King Jr. insisted that the arc of history is very long, but it bends toward justice. He did not, I am fairly sure, reach this conclusion simply by reflection on his own life experience or on the history of African Americans in the United States. The evidence there would have been ambiguous at best. Rather, he considered the biblical stories, in which darkness never closes out hope, exile is followed by return, and crucifixion by resurrection. Looking in the light of those stories at the history in which he was so important a participant, he could discern in that history a pattern like that in the biblical stories—a pattern he could not have seen without the illumination of the biblical texts.
On a much smaller scale, ordinary preachers sometimes face a tough task in a funeral sermon. Sometimes one can speak of accomplishments, and of family and friends who will treasure the deceased's memory. But suppose the old woman lived poor and died poor, had no family, alienated those who tried to help her as she suffered the bitterness of what may have been the onset of Alzheimer's. Those who would have remembered her kinder self preceded her in death. What comfort is there to speak at the end of such a life—unless somehow her life fits into a larger story that embodies God's will, and in which nothing that is good is ever lost. But, if one starts with that story, then the values of her life emerge, and imposing a Christian pattern does not seem to be a distortion. The resulting sermon might indeed be more authentically Christian than one devoted to praising worldly accomplishment.
-By William Placher, The Triune God: An Essay in Postliberal Theology (Louisville, KY: Westminster John Knox Press, 2007), pp.107-8.
羅馬書 3:27- 4:17 因信稱義
羅馬書 3:27- 4:17 題目:因信稱義(二)
證道大綱
| 3:27a沒有可跨的 | 4:1-2亞伯拉罕不能夸口 |
| 3:27b-28因為是因信稱義,不是靠行為稱義 | 4:3-8因為他是因信稱義,不是靠行為 |
| 3:29-30猶大人(受割禮)與外邦人(沒受割禮)因為信,歸屬同一位上帝 | 4:9-17 猶大人(受割禮)與外邦人(沒受割禮)因為信,所以都是亞伯拉罕的子孫 |
1) 讓我們來翻開圣經使徒行傳15:1-2.
2) 先解釋猶太人對律法的了解。根據改革宗家加爾文的解釋,律可以分為三種類型:道德的律,禮儀的律,及民法的律。
第一種類型道德的律可透過十戒來代表。前四條誡命的對象是上帝,后六戒的對象是人。加爾文認為前四條誡命奠定了道德的基礎。唯有對上帝有正確的敬畏與敬拜才能導致對上帝的義有正確的認識。當有人與上帝產生了正確的關系,人才能與鄰舍相處。所以,后六戒是建立在前四戒的基礎上。
第二種律是禮儀的律,這包括了要獻什么祭,要行割禮,要吃什么才能保持圣潔。加爾文認為禮儀的律在耶穌基督的到來就被廢掉了。耶路撒冷的大公會議也已經肯定了外邦人不需守禮儀的律, 除了祭偶像的物、和血、並勒死的牲畜。
第三種律是民法的律,這包括了有關土地,經濟,與審判犯人的律法,如第七年要赦債。這律跟地方及時代息息相關。所以,我們該維持民法的精神,如要照顧我們當中的窮人,要為無辜受害者伸冤。加爾文也認為民法是要限制人民進行非法勾當來破壞社會的次序與平安。
所以,基督徒今天要守哪個律呀?道德的律是建立在人與上帝和好的關系上, 所以我們要活出道德的律。禮儀的律已在耶穌基督的身上完成,所以我們不被禮儀所捆綁。至于民法的律,我們要實踐民法的精神,以致社會能享有和平與次序。
3) 交代了律法之后,我們來看保羅對因信稱義的教導。上個星期,陳約翰牧師向我們解釋若有人在一條誡命失足,就是犯了所有的誡命了(雅各2:10)。所以沒有一個人能靠著律法或行為稱義。若人不能因自己的行為稱義,那么沒有一個人可以夸耀什么。
4) 到了第四章,保羅就要針對猶太人對亞伯拉罕的了解。這牽涉到為什么猶太人認為外邦人若是要認識上帝,要過過圣潔的生活,就需要行割禮。行割禮究竟是什么時候開始的?創世記17:9-11.
亞伯蘭信耶和華、耶和華就以此為他的義。
這是在他行割禮之前,不是之后。亞伯拉罕因為信上帝,就因此被稱義。這觀念承托了保羅的神學思想。亞伯拉罕既然在割禮之前就已經被稱義,那么他也是外邦人的父親了。猶太人是亞伯拉罕的子孫,所以繼承了行割禮的禮儀。這樣看來,亞伯拉罕確實是外邦人也是猶太人的父了。
5) 那么律法還有什么用處呢?保羅在4:15 說道
因為律法是惹動忿怒的。那裏沒有律法、那裏就沒有過犯。
律法彰顯了上帝的屬性,更加顯示出我們的不足。若要與上帝合好,這只能純粹靠著上帝的恩典。這恩典不是我們賺取的,乃是透過上帝所賜給我們的信心來接受耶穌基督為我們中保。對于律法的功用,加爾文列下了三項:
- 領我們歸向耶穌。因為律法就像面鏡子,顯示出我們的不足,促使我們懷抱上帝的恩典。
- 律法限制了人類的邪惡與泛濫,使社會能有條有理。這對不信上帝的人來說,是種恩典。
- 主要功用是要成為我們的導師,引導我們認識上帝的旨意,加深我們追隨上帝的意念。
6)今天,我們在這里的每一位信徒,都是亞伯拉罕的子孫。上帝在創世紀15已經應許他的后裔將如群星那樣多。如今,這應許已經落實了。我們就是亞伯拉罕的后裔。所以,我們不是靠行為稱義。我在神學院讀到有關教會歷史時,認識到原來以前有些來之歐洲的宣教士到了非洲土族的部落,看到部落的人不穿衣也不穿褲,吃飯時也不用餐具。當部落的一些人信主后,這些宣教士要求信徒一定要穿衣褲,不然就不是基督徒。因為這件事,信徒與非信徒之間起了很大的沖突。這些宣教士的教導已經違背了因信稱義的原則。今天,我們是否也是這樣?要求別人一定要這樣做,不然就不是基督徒?我們是否把我們的文化標注加在別人身上,然后再奉主的名說這樣才是基督徒?我們是否在違背因信稱義的原則?
若我們都是因信稱義,那確實是上帝的恩典,我們沒這么可跨的。上帝也透過耶利米先知說 "我要將我的律法放在他們裏面、寫在他們心上.我要作他們的 神、他們要作我的子民。"(耶31:33b) 律法的有很積極的功用。沒有律法,我們就不知道什么叫恩典。我們既領受了上帝極大的恩典,我們該回應我們上帝呢?今天是長執改選日。領受呼召的弟兄姐妹,你們會如何回應這莫大的恩典呢?我們在日常生活中如何回應恩典呢?
今天也是万圣节 (All Saints' Day),是万圣节前夕(Hallowe'en) 的來源。万圣节提醒我們所信的上帝是活人的上帝,不是死人的上帝 (馬可 12:33)。亞伯拉罕的上帝,以撒的上帝、雅各的上帝,也是我們的上帝。那些已故的圣徒今天還活著,活在哪里呢?有人說是陰間,也有人說是一個不是我們知道的地方。我比較傾向麦拉伦 (Brian McLaren) 所說的,他們都活在上帝的記憶里,在新天新地時會與我們會面。
愿我們每一天的生活都是活在上帝的恩典中,因為信,我們能稱義,但愿我們也回應這浩大的恩。愿上帝祝福你們。